My First Crush….

When I open my eyes. I see a bright light around her .It was the sunshine shining on her .Something told me that she was the one . I fall for her, And I wasn’t the only one in love with her .My eyes was too .Cause it couldn’t stop looking at her .She was the only girl I dreamed about. My Dream Girl. When I first saw her I was so amazed by her. I couldn’t take my eyes off her. I couldn’t get her off my mind. When I got home, I couldn’t stop thinking about her whole night. When I tried to sleep, she becomes visible. My heart starts to beat faster as I get close to her. When I see her i try to talk to her, but my tongue gets twisted. If a day passes by in which I don’t get to see her, I get depressed and starts to worry. She was my classmate, but never thought that I would love her that much. I always tried to talk to her, but never had the guts to. Day by Day I kept on looking at her. I never believed in love at first sight until her. Every time I see her, I fall in love all over again. I never thought I would meet someone who was so hard to forget. One day I finally decided to talk to her. I Started talking to her randomly. It was one of my best days. I was so happy just cause I got to talk to my Dream Girl. Day by Day we got close, we started talking on the phone everyday. We talked over hours and hours. The times used to fly by. We shared everything , there was nothing that we didn’t talk about. I never hesitated when I talked to her. I never realized that I was in deeply love with her until the day she was absent in school. if wad Friday she didn’t came to school because of a doctor appointment, I didn’t know. I looked around everywhere couldn’t find her was missing her so much that I left the school, went out and called her no one picked up. Then later on when we went back to school on Monday. As soon as I saw her I felt like I just started breathing. That day I was looking at her whole day. I felt like she was the perfect one. I started dreaming about marrying her. Thought about life after marriage. The happiest moment of my life when I hugged her. It was so special. One day I decided to tell her that I love her. I went to her and she was mad happy that day. I told her that I want to tell her something, she replied back and said she got a surprise for me , so I told her to tell me first. She told me that someone asked her out and she accepted it, and she liked him for 2 months. My dreamed broke right away. Pain of my heart never leaves till that day. Everything ended in love only the pains remained. Life seemed meaningless without her. How could I have express the depths of my love to her. The eyes long to see her. I wasn’t afraid of crying everyday, but it was hard to deal with the pain of loosing her. I am so obsessed it hurts so much when I face the truth she’s never going to be mine. I have so much to say, but never got a chance to say. It’s hard seeing her walk away from my dream world. I loose control on myself when I see her. I wanted her so much. There’s something about her that is holding me. I can’t help my self to stop thinking of her. For now my love is sealed. I hope one day God will unite us.

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