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Repeating-

My First Crush….

When I open my eyes. I see a bright light around her .It was the sunshine shining on her .Something told me that she was the one . I fall for her, And I wasn’t the only one in love with her .My eyes was too .Cause it couldn’t stop looking at her .She was the only girl I dreamed about. My Dream Girl. When I first saw her I was so amazed by her. I couldn’t take my eyes off her. I couldn’t get her off my mind. When I got home, I couldn’t stop thinking about her whole night. When I tried to sleep, she becomes visible. My heart starts to beat faster as I get close to her. When I see her i try to talk to her, but my tongue gets twisted. If a day passes by in which I don’t get to see her, I get depressed and starts to worry. She was my classmate, but never thought that I would love her that much. I always tried to talk to her, but never had the guts to. Day by Day I kept on looking at her. I never believed in love at first sight until her. Every time I see her, I fall in love all over again. I never thought I would meet someone who was so hard to forget. One day I finally decided to talk to her. I Started talking to her randomly. It was one of my best days. I was so happy just cause I got to talk to my Dream Girl. Day by Day we got close, we started talking on the phone everyday. We talked over hours and hours. The times used to fly by. We shared everything , there was nothing that we didn’t talk about. I never hesitated when I talked to her. I never realized that I was in deeply love with her until the day she was absent in school. if wad Friday she didn’t came to school because of a doctor appointment, I didn’t know. I looked around everywhere couldn’t find her was missing her so much that I left the school, went out and called her no one picked up. Then later on when we went back to school on Monday. As soon as I saw her I felt like I just started breathing. That day I was looking at her whole day. I felt like she was the perfect one. I started dreaming about marrying her. Thought about life after marriage. The happiest moment of my life when I hugged her. It was so special. One day I decided to tell her that I love her. I went to her and she was mad happy that day. I told her that I want to tell her something, she replied back and said she got a surprise for me , so I told her to tell me first. She told me that someone asked her out and she accepted it, and she liked him for 2 months. My dreamed broke right away. Pain of my heart never leaves till that day. Everything ended in love only the pains remained. Life seemed meaningless without her. How could I have express the depths of my love to her. The eyes long to see her. I wasn’t afraid of crying everyday, but it was hard to deal with the pain of loosing her. I am so obsessed it hurts so much when I face the truth she’s never going to be mine. I have so much to say, but never got a chance to say. It’s hard seeing her walk away from my dream world. I loose control on myself when I see her. I wanted her so much. There’s something about her that is holding me. I can’t help my self to stop thinking of her. For now my love is sealed. I hope one day God will unite us.

Being In Love

I am in love with one of my best friend . At least I think I am in love with her. When I first met her, I really didn’t like her. She was jus another random girl. But then we got to know each other better and she sort of grew on me, and she was so special to me I started liking everything about her even the stuff that I hated I started liking them. We share the same interests and goals. Not very long after I started to get to know her, I started to think about her romantically. Soon after, we became best friends, always together. And my feelings have done nothing but grown since then. My tongue slips when I’m talking to her, can’t lie neither can’t deny to her. My friends have been urging me to tell her how I feel about her, but I didn’t want her to feel awkward and ruin the friendship we have. I tried to give her hints about my true feelings, but it didn’t work so well. It took me many months to work up the courage to tell her about the feelings I had for her. When I finally tried, she told me that we had too good of a friendship, that she didn’t want to ruin it, that I was like a good friend to her and that she couldn’t feel that way for me and she always saw me as a friend nothing more. My world slipped, I just can’t shake this feeling. Several times the pain I feel has grown so strong that I needed to take a ‘vacation’ from her, which just gave my mind time to fantasize about how great she is and how someday she has to give me a shot. I tried to stay away from hr ignore her. avoid things that is relates to her, But when I am away from her for so long, I miss her to the point where the only thing I want to do is be with her. I always thought of her, the moments we spend together. No matter how much it hurts to know she doesn’t feel the same way. I have actually cried about this more then hundred times. Every time when I think about she is not going to be mine it makes me cry. The only advice I have gotten so far is to ‘get over it’, and if I could, I would. But I can’t. I think that the reason I can’t get over this is because I can’t let go of the hopes that some day, she may change her mind. And I truly believe that if she did feel the same, I would marry her in a heartbeat. And there I go again with the ‘ifs’. I tried to see her as a friend. I tried to avoid my love for her and just be friend with her, but I failed it’s just a feeling that I can’t control. Every time I am around her I act different. I don’t know why but something happens to me. She is just different and I don’t see any other girl like her. The times she and I were together alone were magical. Her relationship with me as a friend was juts meaningful as if she were an actual girlfriend. I dreamt to marry her and live rest of my life with her, but I guess my dreams will remain as ONLY “DREAMS” but after all I still love her and still hope that there will be a day when she will change her mind and feel the same way as me. I don’t know why am I afraid of loosing her when she is not even mine. I thought I would forget her, but I guess I forgot to. Being friends with her wasn’t that special because that’s all we could be. I hope someday she realizes that I was the one for her and comes back to me. I would gladly accept her and marry her and love her to death. Who knows where life takes us. I guess time will tell.

About Salman A Khan

Salman Khan

Well it’s not dat easy to describe my self in just a few lines. Words cannot describe where life has taken me, one road ends and another begins. Well all I can tell now is my Name iZ §aLmÃn Khan Pronunciation: /Salmɑːn xɑːn/). I came to des world in 1992 so that makes me 17 years young. My ß-day is February 1st …(Aquarius Basically Possess My Personalities) Um 5’11, Hazel Brown Eyes, Black Hair Am single At the moment so FEEL FREE… I Rock Armani Exchange, H&M, forever 21, Levis, Jordan, Nikes, & Loafers. Smells Armani Code…Bengali Blood is running through my veins. I AM FROM THE HEART OF BANGLADESH AKA SYLHET….Sylhety is My Pride… I’m living life in The Big Apple AKA New York I stay at Brooklyn/OZP (A TRAIN) with my family. I’m currently Junior at Hillcrest High School … Majoring in Business Technology (Biz-Tek) enrolled in Cisco academy (CCNA). Pursuing a career in Graphics Arts Designing. Living Without Regrets… & To Fullest. Don’t go by the appearance…judging me will be A mistake…I’m Easy Person 2 Get along With…I’m Very friendly & Outgoing…Um Reliable, humble & open minded and always try to be there for others, Love to be Self confident but not overconfident! I’m quiet Aggressive sometime, but my reasons are true and real. I’ve been through a Lot of Things in my Life…made lots of mistakes but no regrets because I learned from my mistakes. I like Dreaming and Planning for The future and Thinking of the Past and See when I have stumbled & Prevailed. Always looking for a new challenge to conquer. I’m Simple Person…who values Simplicity but I do like trying Something new everyday, & I can wild out at times but I do like keeping it Simple… and still on That Search For That SPECIAL ONE…! I don’t kill my dreams or give up I more like execute them. I like spending my extra time Playing Basketball got to say I’m not that good at it, interested in electronics, Fashion, Creativity, style, Love Photo Shopping & photography, Hang out With Friends, and have a blast… Lucky 2 have them in my Life; they make my life bright…and yeah can’t leave with out computer, Phone & Music I basically listen to everything as long as it sounds nice…and meaningful. In my spare time I am mostly use computer and play with Photoshop, flash, dreamwaver & ETC I am not restrained to only one area, I love doing all of them. I am looking forward to broaden my skills further for better opportunities. I am just Trying 2 Live My Life out here & trying my Best to Have Fun. I don’t know where life will take me, but I guess time will tell.

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